I learned what strength is, the hard way. After you think there is no more wonderful life, and you've been depleted beyond what your worth. When your broken in so many places, and you have to struggle to recognize the person staring back at you, through the mirror. Than you realize, your heart still finds wonder in life.
That's the beauty of seeking, if you dedicate your mind to finding peace, it can be achieved.
On a personal level, my strength was brought to me, after being broken and it was in things like;  a random smile, from a stranger, or a miracle ten dollar bill in your kitchen cupboard, or a friendly stranger listening to your sorrow just to remind you that you can leave a legacy here. For me, every loss I long suffer, endures as a brighter day. It's hard to say, what my intuition knows, but my mom, she says "this too shall pass". Because it's a reminder that while we do not have it all sorted out, this life is brief and our pain is transient. Often, so are our successes, but still they keep us sort of on course. In this blip of eternity, I just really want you to know, that you are beautiful.