Starting a new life, it's like the easiest thing to do. Unless that is you find it unsettling that you'll face new challenges, and make new solutions, find new patterns, and make new grooves, find new illusions, and make new commitments. I mean it's easy if your leaving behind all that never really mattered in the grand scheme. And even then, if you don't like change, starting is over is crazy ! life can be unkind, I know, but part of me is ready to make this happen.
And the part of me that isn't well, that part created a blog, and the urging of my hereditary disdain for change. I mean change is good right? I just have this slight DNA thing, its like genetically encoded, that change isn't really easy.
No matter what, I want it though.
So here I am at the beginning of it , mellow and true, its change. And it's about reality for me. I grew up hearing all the stores of proverbs that weaved the existences of my ancestors, antiquity ingrained in my grandmother's story . Her veins have gone through all that and came here to all this. And as much as everything changes, the same thing remains. It's never gonna be the way it should be. If you read between those lines, my heartfelt connection begins here and now. To you, if you can make an understanding out of how I understand myself than you and I must be cosmically twisted in similar strands of the heaven's cloth. And if you simply can't really understand the weaving of these words, I hope you enjoy the sentiment, and find yourself back here again.
This is my new life and this cyber space right here is dedicated to change.
So here I am starting school, doing my best to keep up with a lot of new ideas and concepts.
Leaving behind a lot of my passions in the industry I despised and adored - entertainment. A trained dancer, I started in burlesque to find out how easy it is to loose sanity, delve into fancy cars, break hearts on the drop of a dime and mend broken hearts, loose blingy jewellery and find answers in bottles to questions that shouldn't be asked. If you think there are no dumb questions, think again. Remember after all darling curiosity killed the cat.
I'm at the point in my life where none of my accomplishments sustain my ego , no source of pride in the life I'm living so I broke away. I pray for forgiveness, cause I know there is no justice in this world. Karmically I get it, it wasn't leading me where I wanted to be, because I wasn't whom I thought I could be. And that wasn't my decision, so I'm healing from that wound as I go through this journey. Thank-you. They say thank-you is the simplest prayer, often said, I swear. For all I have yet received and all that is yet to come. In case you haven't figured it out by now, I'm a believer in all things good. In all things bad. In life being sustained by more than what factual evidence presents in life.
I still have a hard time with letting go, but I trust the universe to put all things in my grasp that I have desired through outward manifestations of creative glory. It's all like a dance, and the pain is inevitable, suffering of course my friend, is optional. I'm an artist . I feel , breathe, think, live and glorify creation. I'm obsessed with where it comes from, and how it sustains itself. I'm a feminist and I know that being female makes me both weak physically and strong emotionally. And I know that haters are worth my kisses, so I blow them, into oblivion. X
I'm the girl who could change your world, looking from the outside in. I'm taking time to look within and doing without, so this here is worth it. I'm beauty devout.
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